don’t judge me (i’ll do that myself, thank you)

ok. ok. i ate some d*mn cheese today.

what? this doesn’t make me a bad person. (right?)

see, what happened was. well. im just SO tired.

seriously.

i even have proof from a doctor.

(and by “proof” i mean “no proof.” but whatever).

here’s the thing, im commuting like INSANE amounts and im not sleeping that much, and i basically leave for work at like 8:30 a.m. and then i don’t get home until 10 p.m. and then i fall onto the bed and sleep and wake up and go back to work. AND im just not eating very much. there’s no time. and i can’t realistically bring a breakfast, lunch, dinner and snack with me to work every day.

AND im getting so exhausted that when i drive at night all the lights blur to the point that i can’t see anything else. and my eye doctor told me (for $25) that i probably just need more sleep because my eyes are so fatigue that they can’t focus.

and i know im not tired JUST because im vegan (was vegan?), but it’s not helping.

and then today, i went to Whole Foods, which is supposed to be like a vegan utopia, and even THEIR salad bar had hardly anything for me to eat.

so i took some mac&cheese and officially decided to take a little break from veganism.

don’t worry, im still vegetarian. and i still want to eat mostly vegan food.

i just need to make sure im getting enough to eat on a regular basis. and i can’t do that as a vegan right now.

it is looking like i will be moving in with a friend closer to my job within the next month or so, so maybe I’ll pick it up again. or maybe not. im not sure.

but for the record, i totally made it 5 and a half months without dairy.

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Comments (4)

  1. colleen

    I don’t judge, but I think vegan is kinda ghey anyway. For me at least. No way would I be able to have shiny hair, cleavage and curvy hips as a vegan. (and Johnny Depp loves meat and dairy too)

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  2. Stinky Lou

    Glad to hear you’re on your “whey” to normal. (hey, I was inspired by the ghey comment).

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  3. CJ

    Know what?
    You gotta do, what you gotta do to stay healthy. Listen to your body, not somebody elses rules.

    My rule– everything in balance.

    (Sometimes cheese is good.)
    Take care of yourself CSL.

    Missin’ your work at the ONW. The new city mgr. started this week.

    *sending hugsnstuff*

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