seriously, starting over sucks no matter how it goes down

here’s my confession.

when i was younger i wanted attention. ha. ha. ha. ha.

oh. wait.

THAT’s not my confession. that’s HER confession.

MY confession is:

i dont REALLY like doing EVERYTHING alone.

ya. i pretend that I LOVE going to the movies solo. and that shopping by myself is WAY better. and that i LIKE the quiet i get when i eat alone at chipotle.

but it’s basically all lies.

true story.

so, even though i’ve started a new job like 34 times in the past month, it’s still hard to move and make new friends.

don’t get me wrong, i heart my new employer. it just sucks trying to hang out with the janitor out of desperation.

really. sucks. 

im sitting here alone on a sunday afternoon. blogging. while pretty woman plays on TNT. 

can we say ‘los-er?’

the thing is, i had JUST started making good friends in oshkosh b’gosh when i decided to pack up and move again.

so this is all basically my fault.


just so you know that i do have every intention of fixing this, my new life plan includes becoming very, very, very rich. buying an island. and making all my friends come live with me on it.

actually. screw that.

i really just need one person (if he’s the right person.)

everyone else can visit at their discretion.

bottom line: i want my life to be like a kenny chesney video, or at least a cool pepsi ad.

that’s pretty realistic. right?

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  1. 🙁

    I miss you so much CrystalSue. And I didn’t get a new job or move. I waited three years for a friendship like ours and then you do this to me. What is your problem?

    Kidding, kidding. You’ll find someone. And soon. How could you not?

  2. I LOVE Chipotle! I even wrote them an e-mail asking them to come here. They responded … but they said no.

    Soon you will have all sorts of friends and commitments and you will be wishing for a Saturday night with nothing to do. But call me in between times, because our phone conversations always put me in the best moods.

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